Mercedes Powers

Stay Freaky

United States of America

Last Login:
21/11/2024, 20:08:53 CET

Mercedes Powers's interests

General	Making YouTube videos, being in my room, using SpaceHey and DameDaNeSpace on my phone when I’m bored, using my own laptop when I’m at home, playing games on the PS3, copying music on my iPod touch 4
Music	Ok Go, Layup, Imagine Dragons, Fall Out Boys, The Darcys, Twenty One Pilots, Maroon 5, AJR, Bill Wurtz, JVKE
Movies	Home Alone, Home Alone 2, Little Man, Are We There Yet, Are We Done Yet, Elf, Rush Hour, Rush Hour 2, Rush Hour 3
Television	South Park, American Dad, Family Guy, Bob’s Burgers, Impractical Jokers, The Owl House, Amphibia, La Rosa De Guadalupe, Como dice el dicho, Carmen Sandiego, Secrets of Sulphur Springs, Inkzilla Studios on YouTube, JJ64 on YouTube
Games	Microsoft Jewel, Sweet Shuffle, Mahjong Candy, Mahjong Candy Dimensions, Lumeno, Microsoft Jigsaw, Pac-Man
Books	I don’t have space for books in my room but I read a lot of fanfiction and reddit posts
Heroes	No one

current mood:

Bored

17/02/2023, 03:19:42 CET

Confess what's true

A lot of things have happened this week. For starters, I finally confessed to my crush. I still got rejected though and it's been really hard to move on. I can't even be in the same room without hearing nothing but deafening silence. Then I have to deal with my respectfully homophobic friend asking about what's wrong when I can't say what's wrong without feeling like I'm going to be silently judged. Today he came up to me and said "Why are you sitting with these people? Are we not good enough for you?" so I said "I just felt like sitting with them today". Then, he said to me "Don't think that I'm trying to gaslight you." when he'd just asked me if I sat with them because I thought they weren't good enough for me. I don't know why but I feel like I was being silently judged by him because when my crush left, I told him everything about how I confessed last week and that things have been awkward ever since that day. He listened to me and said "So what exactly are you?" to which I said I said "I'm bisexual". That's when he said "Darla's (Fake Name) like that as well." and I felt alienated because it sounded to me like he kept trying to judge me even though he didn't show it at all. Anyways, that's all for today's blog. Bye Bye!
Mercedes Powers :)