"I dont want to die" (short entry) -Syn

Oct/06/2025
12:02 am

I don't want to die
I don't know exactly how to say it
I want to be able to feel nothingness
I want everything to go away
I tell myself it's just stress from school and that other people have it worse
Yet it still feels like nothing is ever enough
I want to able to breathe peacefully
I want to be able to close my eyes and not have to open them again.
Yet i can't
Is that ironic, in some way?
To wish to breathe yet not live?

I don't want to kill myself.