crazy stuff happened (a lot)

Hi everyone! i know i haven't been active for like a year os something like that, but a lot of good and bad stuff has been going on with my life, so i'll try to summorize this as quickly as possible

1-my computer got hacked
i gave my laptop to my little cousing for 1 WEEK, and like 3 days after giving it to him my uncle called me and said that he used it to install some game, he didn't say which, off of a random website, and then, 10 minuets after, i started getting emails from different websites, asking if it was me who changed the passowrd (it wasn't me), i called my uncle, asked him about it, and when he went to mi lil' cousins room, my cousin was literally CRYING, because he knew he was in trouble, he installed a lot of random things, which (obviously) had tons of viruses, and my email pasword was leaked in who knows what website. i almost had to eliminate my email, but after litelar weeks of changing passwords, putting locks, etc. finally nothing else happened. the only side effects are that sometimes when i log into steam it might be in chinnese or russian, but there's nothing else appart from that. and i'm obviously never giving my laptop to my cousin ever again

2-cats, a lot of cats
oh boy, where do i even begin? well first of all, my grandma's cats dissappeared, we don't know where they are, who has them, or if they're even alive. one day, after a storm, they dissappeared without leaving any trace, my theory is that someone found them on the street and tought that they were street cats and took them, but i, sadly, highly doubt so. then, about 2 weeks ago, my callico cat, Isabella, had kittens, she already had babies before, one of them being my cat, Konan (the one in my pfp), but sadly most of her babies don't tend to survive with her, so we mostly give them away. but dude, this time, they weren't even able to survive one day... one of them got cold because the mother was not in the room where the kittens where, for a long time (i was at school at that moment, i found it when i came home from school), then, i decided to take the rest of them and the mother to the vet, everything seemed "well", the only bad things was that the mother was too stressed, and one of the kittens was too small, but everything was ok appart from that, and when i got home, i decided to leave them alone for a while so the mother could unstress a little, and when i came back, about 2 hours later, the mother had squeezed 2 of the kittens... i was horrified and in shock, and it broke my heart how they were almost unrecognizable from what i saw them like before leaving the room. my mom didn't let me bury them, so i had to throw them out, and finally the last one, when i woke up the next day, i went to check on the last kitten, and when i went to see it, the mother was eating it... there was only half of the kitten, i was completely horrified this time. i know it's the cats natural insticts to kill and eat the kitten if they know its not going to survive, but still, i was shocked. and i had to go to school with my mind still on their awful deaths, i wasn't able to pick up in any of the lectures of that day, nor the next day.

3-family
well, this is what the me that created this account would had never expected. but i'll try to writte this shortly: on december of last year, i was going through a lot of fights with my mom, until the point that she told me that she was going to kick me out of the house and send me with my dad (my parents are divorced), and upon hearing this, i was in utter shock, i didn't sleep that night, rather, i decided to start talking to my dad again (who i hadn't talked to in 4 years), it was a bit weird at first but a couple of days later we met at an ice cream shop,and surprisingly, it all went pretty well, i even discovered that we both love to play Command & Conquer Red Alert, which i wasn't expecting AT ALL. and after meeting a couple more or time (obviously in secret drom my mom) i even discovered that my biggest brother also hangs out with my dad, which to be honest i was quite expecting it. right now, i still haven't got kicked out of the house (yet) and i haven't ran away (yet), but i know that if i do, i have a good place to sta. i also found out about a lot of lies that my mom has told me throughout my whole life, which kinda makes me see a lot of things i wasn't able to see before, and now i know i shouldn't trust her that much

4-school
last year, my grades were a complete disaster, i cannot express how bad that year was for me, i only approved the classes that i liked (technology, history, geography, math, literature), and those are 5 out of 14 classes (i didn't get straight 1s though, i had an average score of 6 in the first half of the year, and 5 on the second half, but you need to have a combined total of 12 points in both periods to aprove the year, and i got 11/20 points in 9 of the classes, and an average of 16/20 in the classes i liked) . so, obviously, i ended up failing the year and now i have to go through 2nd year of highschool again. but honestly, i don't think it's that bad, because i now understand a lot more of the classes, and these new classmates are like sleeping babies compared to my old classmates who were literal cavemans, i like this class a lot more and i feel a lot happier with them, and now i'm also friends with my teachers, so the classes aren't that boring anymore too

5-love
welp, this is definitely the most complicated topic for me, since i'm straight/asexual. but lately, i started talking again with one of my girl friends, we've known each other for about 4 years now, we're pretty good friends, i've had a crush on her in like 2021, but it passed quickly. the problem is, lately we've been starting to talk a lot more, she told me about a few of her break ups, i told her that i'm not that into relationships, we started talking about our hobbies, our music tastes, etc. she recently told me that she mmight break up with her girlfriend (she's bi) because she feels like her isn't into the relationship anymore because she (her girlfriend) doesn't care about her (my friend) anymore and they basicly don't talk anymore, even when she was sick, and she told me that when she posted on the stories that she was sick, i was the only one who asked if she was okay, which that kinda concerned me, because she's really cool and i tought that she had more friends than she really did. but the thing is, that after that, she's been getting more intimate, and always looking to chat with me, at (litellary) all times, and it's not like normal andcasual chats, it's more like intimate/personal chats, she's always asking if i got a girlfriend or a crush yet, i say no, etc. last week i played minecraft with some of my friends, and she sent me a message, which i didn't see because i'm doing other stuff (playing) and when i see the message, it was about 2:46am, and i replied "hey, sorry for not reading the message before, i was playing with some of my friends, we just finished our session", and she IMMEDIATELY replied back saying "oh, isee, you want to play with them, not me. it's fine though, i understand if u don't want to play with me" and i freaked out because i tought that she was mad at me. i immediately apologized and told her that we could play if she wanted to, etc, etc. basicly, she's getting a bit jealous if i talk/play with other people. and, i know it might be a red flag, but now, i mostly dream about her, idk why tho, but i do, and when i wake up the first thing i do is check if i have a message from her, and i even freak out if she takes a while to reply. so i'm either crazy, or she made witchcraft on me xd

i guess that's all? i'm not quite sure, it's a lot, and i'm writting this at about 5-6am, so i'm really tired. i'm gonna try to be more active here and maybe in Koala's cat server too, but idk for sure (and when i say "active" i mean login inonce or twice a week, lol) i didn't put some things like how my musical tastes have changed, but to be a bit more short with that, i am INCREDIBLY OBSESSED with Tally Hall, and i started to listen to other bands like Roar, TV Girl, and artists like Jack Stauber. i guess that's pretty much it now, i'll see if i can catch some sleep. See ya!

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