life updates 3 + nightmare dog

gm ddns

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life updates :)

1. i still have depression. but its getting worse + agoraphobia getting so much worse
   i went iceskating w the boyfriend and mum and completely broke down crying????
   wee

2. ive become a pro w nails >:)
   same w makeup hehe
   pretty boy :3c

3. im trying to grow out my hair again lol
   i miss it

4. i have become manic in the face of anything sanrio
   which is not good considering it is on the rise again

5. im on winter break from college !!!

6. i am babysitting a friends nightmare dog because she does not want him for the holidays!!! lmao!!!
   he is 15yo and pees and poops everywhere. hunts my bird. farts LOUDLY. runs around the house. steals food. never been trains for anything. i hatehatehate him. never thought i would say that about an animal.

7. my english has been getting bad for some reason? so im taking english courses now :(
   which is hard cause everything is centered around an english native learning system. no japanese/portuguese to english classes :(
   so im relying on doulingo.
   wish me luck :,)

8. got a new car!! she is pink inside :)) hop over to my insta to see her if u want :> my account in private but i try to let ppl i recognise in asap
   that insta handle is itporgo

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