im fine (not really thats a joke)

i feel so hopeless

but i also feel so gender

depression gender frfr

like, and u can judge if this is gender or just depression, im listening to uncle acid and the deadbeats while smoking a cigarette and drinking spiced apple tea in my skeleton bleached hoodie and shorts with my copious amounts of jewelry that i NEVER take off and my hair done into a messy bun crosslegged with my laptop on my lap while it rains and thunders outside and my leg drips blood
so gender, ik

ive been very depressed these past 2-3 days. like i havent had motivation to eat or do anything other than sleep. which sucks cause finals r due literally in 2 days WEE

might sleep for the 5th time today dunno